Je suis helpless romantic.

I'm far from lonely, but here I am feeling the way I felt when I really had no one around.
I've got words to say, but here I am with the words finding their way back inside me.


...
I need someone I can call my own, but all the females around me do not match up to the previous.

I can't settle for less. Well I will not.
That's what I keep telling myself.

Young lady out there looking for a Young helpless romantic.

Je m'appele Kommy.

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Ones

the old "ones" pass...

the new "ones" come...

new "ones" become old...

the old "ones" become the one...

even when there is a new "ones"...

the thought of having more than one "ones" comes...

but a choice has to be made because no matter how the "english" can be said or how the truth can be manipulated to make sense,  more than one, "ones" isnt one any more...

but i stay true to the one...

just me n my one...

we equal one...

KOMMYTILA HAS SPOKEN.

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What She Said...

KONFIRMED SHORT STORIES

"Where did you hear that one now..."

The words she said when she was told the first time.

"I dont think he is my type, plus you can never know if he is serious or not."

The words she said, every time someone approached her about him...

"I think he is a nice person, you just have to get to know him"

The words she said trying to defend him...

"I dont know?, he is in Ohio with his girlfriend. I guess he is fine"

The words she said when they asked about him...

"Why do you people keep asking me about him, please he is history"

The words she said when she met some1 else...

"I am a big girl, I can take care of myself"

What she says to make herself feel better.

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The word between like and love [ L__E ]

Often, we leap from 'like' to 'love' because we're unsure of how to label our feelings.

These last three posts are drawn from my personal experiences. There have been numerous instances where I've wanted to express my feelings to a woman...

Yet, it's incredibly challenging because I know my emotions extend beyond 'like'. So, I tell her I love her. However, as soon as the words 'I love you' escape my lips, I feel as though I've committed a transgression against God. After all, they say 'God is love', and I certainly don't feel selfless affection for the woman.

So, I'm on a quest to find the elusive word that exists between 'like' and 'love'. Could it be 'loke'? Or perhaps 'liev'? For now, I'll refer to it as 'L__E'.

Simultaneously, I invite you to ponder and share your thoughts on the topic of "dating someone versus being in a relationship with someone". Are they the same or are they different?

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When is the right time to leave?

My friends and I where in the zones and I asked this questions and no one came up with an answer that I could relate to... say my dear blogizzles... when is the right time to leave a relationship?

do u wait till you are fed up?

do u leave when the thought of the question occurs?

after the 1st 3 months?

never?

cos i was taught that if sumn doesnt work ... try ... try and try again...
right now. my mentality is... before i get into a relationship try my best to figure atleast 30% of the person the rest during the relationship and if we get into a prob... we work things thru... but heeey from my past record you prob wont believe my new ideas on relationships so people I ask of you...

WHEN IS THE RIGHT TIME TO LEAVE A RELATIONSHIP?

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LOVE & INFATUATION

#SoYouInLoveNow because you think bout him/her all day?

#SoYouInLoveNow because you see stars when u kiss?

shit... 

 #SoYouInLoveNow because he/she is your life?

at what point does it become infatuation , or are they the same?

which do u prefer? 

or does infatuation develop into love?

hmmm?


please lecture me people...

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WHAT HAPPENS

What do u do. when you cant get over someone and everytime you see/think bout them you become sad, emotional, depressed...

what happens when you think it will last forever but... wow the end is here...

what happens when you know you cant have the one you wish for...

what happens when the one you want is with anoda person you dislike...

what happens when everything you lay your hand on dies out...

what happens when you really cant understand whats happening...

what happens when you know you have to move on. but  you just cant...

what happens when he/she doesnt call you no more

what happens when he/she doesnt even look at you again (calling is not even an issue)

what happens when you feel like a part of your heart is decomposing...

what happens when you finally think you have moved on ... and then realise you really arent half way.

what happens when the one u love betrays you...

what happens when the one u love keeps hurting you but yet you still want he/she to love you...

what happens...

what happens when one decides to end his/her life because they cant have the one dey desire...

what happens when your gone... will the one u desire think bout you...

what happens...

what happens...

what happens...

wht happens when the one you love begins to disgust you and you begin to hate "the one" but yet still love him/her...

what happens...

what happens when you cant think again...

what happens...

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HEARTBREAK.

Yes true.

we always think we like/love/feel the other person in the relationship.

we always feel like it will never end or should i say hope nothing wrong will happen

we put in the best/our very best into our relationship.

we try u know, we really do try.

but... HEARTBREAK ... gbosa. just like that

well most ov us have been heart-broken. some more than others.

is it that we dont try enough to make our relationships work. or is the other person just. ah!!!!!!

there is no point to this post but i am wondering why we break hearts and why we allow our hearts get broken. when we know that at one point ov d relationship it will end... abi. its not as if we marrying the person...

but if we allow ourselves to think like the above paragraph. then relationships wont be ... iono how to explain... wont be DEN DEN DEN DEN...

so I ask what can we do in other to stop heartbreak...

is it really possible.

cuz i feel one person just has to be heart broken...

2 B IN A RELATIONSHIP OR NOT... DECISION SHUD BE-"TO BE HEART-BROKEN OR TO BREAK SUM1S HEART.

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Single Life... tired ov it.

k. its been long since i updated... not my fault was enjoying d single life in london town... grrr shout out to my london pplz. david evans, chioma, chiamaka, feyi, demide,...

k. so. i have been enjoying my holday u know... chilling relaxing err thing u know... living the life...

but at this point where err1 around me is u know dating anoda person...

i feel. n believe. its my turn u know. tired ov being single. i need my own u know... even popsy tried to hook me up wiv sum1...

and true the babe was fit. very fit. fine. and she looks very proper u know. wife/girlfriend material.

but ehm.. i live in canada she here in london... am a guy... temptation will come. so... ehm dat wont work. it got me thinking.. u know

i think i need a babe... not just a normal one... some one i can chill wiv and do errthing wiv... some one i can mess infront ov and she do the same and we ll laugh about it.. u know.. not sure u ppl understand me... but

ive been searching... but just avnt found yet. hope i will one day... soon.

single life... very borin

kommytila has spoken

kommy obasa on facebook... if u want to check me out

to find me. just click on kommytila the blogger on the side directly under the konfirmed yarnz badge on the side of this page.

hmmm waiting for ur friend request.

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A Conversation With Fear

Alabi: What is this in my heart?
        My legs can't move
        my lips seem sealed shut
       Even my brain seem to have shut down.
               Now am thinking in my head, what shall I say. Then I say,

Alabi: Who is this?
        Why are you blocking my way?

Fear: I am fear
        and I am here to stay

Alabi: No way
        you can't stay
        this is an important phase
        and you r stopping me from what i would love to embrace

Fear: Sorry this is my place
        and my mission is to satop you from making mistakes
        no matter what it takes

Alabi: Even if it means loosing my stakes?

Fear: well stakes could cost you your pride

Alabi: Thats a good point
        But its pointless if you haven`t tried

Fear: Whats the point of trying
       When you know ur chances are low
        It`s just like playing a lottery

Alabi: I could be lucky you know
       The stakes show good signs

Fear: Ya, they always do
        till you lose

Alabi: Now that you said that
        You leave me with 2 options
        I either go play for the stakes
        or i stay here and waste my break

Fear: Make your choice

Alabi: I go get my stakes

Fear: Remember your pride

Alabi: Fuck my pride
        Damn, it`s already late
        You casued this delay

Fear: I guess my job here is done
        See you some other time

Alabi: I hate him
        See what he`s done
       Am sure he`ll be back again
         Next time I`ll be ready

also written by = anonymous( meaning he doesnt want ppl to know it was him that wrote it)

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Under G Sturvs ......

First of all, Lol at some peoples reasoning skills....you are dating a babe and also claim to be in LOVE wiv her. Her closest and LONGEST friend from childhood has a crush on you and you are fully aware..... instead of atleast letting your girl know, you decide to keep it to yourself even when you know your babe is a jealous one and d kinda babe that has *OPEN-EYE*. Well, u start liking her friend..lol in d process of not wanting to hurt your girl, you both decide to keep it "ON THE LOW"........you take dis babe to shop for a gift for ur girlfriends birthday and then decide to buy her stuff too, DID U THINK UR BABE WONT FIND OUT especially when ur d stingy type??? Anyhow, your babe being an UNDER G expert in the sense that she had been in a lot of relationships sha and had played her cards right all the time but in your case, she decided to keep it real, smh.....lol... O'well, she asked you guys separately and you denied it. just because she loved you too much, she sucked it up oh until ............dis friends best friend started liking you too ..... Now, they both like you .... obviously, one person will want you all to herself and apparently, FOWL NYASH GO OPEN...SHA.... Ur shawty has found out now and Yawa don gas, she has left u....You are welcome to the singles club and Sorry but No Sorry :P U have to start from d scratch and start Toasting again :P

.........~| dont do it with someone close because UR BABE GO CATCH U...If u cant Do Under G... Stick to Commitent or better still, REMAIN SINGLE|~....................

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Imperfections Written by Blesyn.

               whenever I am asked, Blesyn, describe ur Dream Guy, I would always imagine this kinda Will smith, in Christiano Ronaldo's body, with the smile of Mario Lopez,the voice of Majid Micheal, obama's mentality,the wealth of Bill Gates+Jay z+Rick Ross+Donald Trump all mixed together, he must Not snore, he must have some serious dress sense and bla bla bla!!! ohh did i forget he shld be able to sing like Usher,rap like florida, but wen he talks he must sound like my Dad besides there shld be some trey songs or chris brown ish in him!!! now dats a perfect guy!!! lmaooo  i want all these i want in one person??? but thats why its called a Dream right??? ...

I am not perfect, 

so i shldnt expect anything extra ordinary

I don't fail too see the faults of people

so i should always remember that my faults are glaring at others in the face 

I talk about what i see, i joke about the mistakes of people(which is wrong) 

so i shldnt expect people to see my mistakes and say "nahhh lets be quiet"

since i am not a beyonce+alicia keys+keri hilson +michelle obama+ nicki minaj 

i shld not cross ma legs and chill and wait for a will smith +obama+ usher+ etc etc 

but i am not expectin a mr ibu+ sam loco +ukwa all in one man oooo 

sometimes we strive so hard for perfections that  we forget the main aims of  whatever we r doing!!! 

I am blesyn and i am expecting u  just u wiv nothing else added to u.. i will learn to love you the way u are and be contented wiv what i have , that is why i have you.

BLESYN.

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Can you date(wife/husband/boyfriend/girlfriend) a fuck buddy?

1st it was LOVE n INFATUATION
then it was When is the right time to leave... well I am heading somewhere with my series of questions...
now the final one.

Can you date a fuck buddy/bootycall e.t.c?

will it last?
when it ends, will y'all still be friends?
is it adviseable to date ur fuck buddy?

after all the comments... on my next post i will link LOVE n INDATUATION, When is the right time to leave? and Can you date a fuck buddy?

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Should I Make A Move?

Short dark hair.

Slim Fit.

Perfect from top to bottom.

sitting right infront of me...

Thinking bout making a move.

also thinking if it will make us any closer...

thinking of dropping the darn weight on my shoulder.

I want you to be mine...

DANG

i keep thinking to my self...

I SHOULD JUST KISS U RIGHT NOW...

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From her to him by inner nympho

I want you
I want you to say my name
I want you to kiss my lips
I want you to take my clothes off
I want you to suck on my nipples and tell me how wonderful my breasts are
I want you to trail your tongue down my belly and get to my little mound of flesh
I want you to put your mouth on my second lips and kiss it as I moan your name
I want you to take your shirt off and let me kiss your chest and shoulders
I want you to take your pants off and lay down on my bed
I want you to say “come get this dick”
I want you to moan as I suck on you
I want you to watch me swallow
I want you to pull my hair and spank my ass while you take me from behind
I want you to talk dirty to me as you fuck me
I want you to cum on my tits and watch me massage it into my skin
I want you to lie on the bed with me after all is and said done; fall asleep in my arms
There is no reason not to cook up a continuous carnal flesh feast
I know you have tasted the warmth between a woman’s thighs but have you ever tasted mine?
Our mental foreplay has gone on for far too long
There is no need to deprive the soul of what it has been brought in this world to enjoy
We need the magic of the night to whisper sweet incantations and put us under the spell of lust
And at the time of meeting, there is no place I’d rather be
I want to feel you with me and in me
I want you

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cinderella bout to lose the glass of her feet...

Cinderella bout to lose the glass of her feet...
almost midnight...
u know you gotta run back home like the fairy godmother said
but yet you wait...
you wait till its almost or already too late...
your 15mins started an hour ago...
what am I supposed to do...
this feelings keep going through my head...
and yet i am still with you...
well
Cinderella lost the glass of her feet...
and I just found it...

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Black Roses

A mutual understanding...

So yummy good n spicy...

Weeks passed, months

Things still  cool.

then the arguments, the quarrels, the mistakes 

I keep coming back to apologize even though I KNOW u are the one at fault.

but the same arguments quarrels n mistakes...

well this is my own side of the story

This cycle cant keep happening. 

u say I try to change you... i try to control you...

if i see u playing with a knife n i tell u to drop it. 

is that bad?

I have tried...

Tonight,

I give unto thee Black Roses...

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My Addiction

k i never knew i was addicted to u.

I knew i couldnt do without u the day i left the shower still dripping wet just to be wiv you for just 7secs

i never new you ll feel so so good.

u know everything about me...

i am with you and you are wiv me always.

we cant be without each anoda

with you there is never a dulling time...

Since we met i have not lived a day wivout u wiv u. wiv u flowing  thru my veins

the process is so so wonderful... like so many things are invovled...

my brain- my nerves- my fingers- U- bk to my brain and the process starts again.

i dont give a dam! if i chatted shit in this post. but TWITTER. O TWITTER. is there a day i would live wivout u...

I am in the student center because of u twitter... no internet in my house.

facebook = wack,  hi5= crap, all of them worthless... o twitter dont you ever leave me... sniff sniff..

twitter u are my bestfriend. i can tell you anything, ur such a good listener ...

sniff am crying right now... twitter... i love you... hope u love me too... sniff... sniff... buy blogsville... going to tweet

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Body

I'm talking to you, you spirit of addiction. 

I'm talking to you, you spirit of seduction. 

I'm talking to you, you spirit of evil.

I'm speaking to you now, You spirit my body does not need but wants. 

I'm speaking to you now, You spirit that hurts the being within my being. 

I'm telling you what you need to hear. 

I'm telling you want you need to do. 

I'm telling you what you need to know. 

For I am no longer your host.
For I am not to violate my being. 

I'm speaking to you body, sand. 

I'm speaking to you body, flesh. 

You are weak and vulnerable. Submit thyself.

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"MY TYPE"

K. so amma talk from ma own point of view. 

Ive gone thru so many relationships and this has left me with the question if "I" do have a type. I have dated slim, average, fat, tall, short, fine, ugly, flat, curved, proud, opposite of proud(lol) older and younger ladies. and yet am still left with the question of what my type is. 

I wonder how people already have an idea of their "type" . Are they saying that if sumone who isnt their type comes along they wont shake body small.  I feel there is no such thing as "my type" because I  dated a girl who would never date a guy who is  shorter and younger than her. but well hmmm... seems she broke her vows on her "type". so people can we actually say  we do have a type. seriously think with me. look back on ur past relationships the guys/gals do they have any thing in common.and if they do how many things. most people would come out and say. I WANT TALL BOI, I WANT BIG BOBBIE, I WANT FINE BOI, I WANT BIG YANSH. but what if they ones who dont have the things u want are the ones you are supposed to chill wiv. am not sure if u ppl understand the lyrics am typing but seriously. haba. give a sister a chance... give a brother a chance. am speaking on behalf of us dat dont hav things the ppl we seem to like request. haba. u want us to do surgery abi u want us to lie about our age.

seriously lets all open our eyes. THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS TYPE. if i hear anygirl talk bout type i will spank you and if a boy that is bigger than me talk bout type. hmmm hmmm ive warned u oh. 

To all the girls that said I am short, young(BLE BLE)... hmmm u dont know wat u missed... KOMMITILA has spoken. TYPE DOESNT EXIST.

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