WHAT HAPPENS

What do u do. when you cant get over someone and everytime you see/think bout them you become sad, emotional, depressed...

what happens when you think it will last forever but... wow the end is here...

what happens when you know you cant have the one you wish for...

what happens when the one you want is with anoda person you dislike...

what happens when everything you lay your hand on dies out...

what happens when you really cant understand whats happening...

what happens when you know you have to move on. but  you just cant...

what happens when he/she doesnt call you no more

what happens when he/she doesnt even look at you again (calling is not even an issue)

what happens when you feel like a part of your heart is decomposing...

what happens when you finally think you have moved on ... and then realise you really arent half way.

what happens when the one u love betrays you...

what happens when the one u love keeps hurting you but yet you still want he/she to love you...

what happens...

what happens when one decides to end his/her life because they cant have the one dey desire...

what happens when your gone... will the one u desire think bout you...

what happens...

what happens...

what happens...

wht happens when the one you love begins to disgust you and you begin to hate "the one" but yet still love him/her...

what happens...

what happens when you cant think again...

what happens...

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Single Life... tired ov it.

k. its been long since i updated... not my fault was enjoying d single life in london town... grrr shout out to my london pplz. david evans, chioma, chiamaka, feyi, demide,...

k. so. i have been enjoying my holday u know... chilling relaxing err thing u know... living the life...

but at this point where err1 around me is u know dating anoda person...

i feel. n believe. its my turn u know. tired ov being single. i need my own u know... even popsy tried to hook me up wiv sum1...

and true the babe was fit. very fit. fine. and she looks very proper u know. wife/girlfriend material.

but ehm.. i live in canada she here in london... am a guy... temptation will come. so... ehm dat wont work. it got me thinking.. u know

i think i need a babe... not just a normal one... some one i can chill wiv and do errthing wiv... some one i can mess infront ov and she do the same and we ll laugh about it.. u know.. not sure u ppl understand me... but

ive been searching... but just avnt found yet. hope i will one day... soon.

single life... very borin

kommytila has spoken

kommy obasa on facebook... if u want to check me out

to find me. just click on kommytila the blogger on the side directly under the konfirmed yarnz badge on the side of this page.

hmmm waiting for ur friend request.

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Perfect

 We always want the best of the best...

 We always expect more from our "partner"

 but we never really look at ourselves.

 the normal excuse we give is " I can not settle for less"

 you can not request a 10, if you are not a 10 yourself

 you can only hope, do not demand a 10 if you are a 6.

 because the so called 10 wants a 10 as well.

Most girls want tall, muscular men, most guys want properly shaped, hot lil things {grrrr} and then forget about personality, character, things that really matter, I try to explain to people that it is not just all about the abs, boobs, ass it's more than that.

What about the others that are not physically endowed? Are they not entitled to love?

KOMMYTILA HAS SPOKEN AGAIN.

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water...

Water so essential...

need to drink water errday...

but water is tasteless, non-colorful , so transperent, no fun

very boring...

so why on earth do i have to give drinking it every bloody day.

when i can have crush, coke, sprite. e.t.c.

but yet i stick to water...

they say it has nutrients ...

well i cant see it...

i think i am about going to the cornershop to get orange soda

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Mistakes

I hit my head against the wall real hard.
It hurts but yet I do it again.
I bleed.
Injury heals.
I peel the healing wound thereby injuring myself sum more.
They say pain is pleasure. How true?

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My Addiction

k i never knew i was addicted to u.

I knew i couldnt do without u the day i left the shower still dripping wet just to be wiv you for just 7secs

i never new you ll feel so so good.

u know everything about me...

i am with you and you are wiv me always.

we cant be without each anoda

with you there is never a dulling time...

Since we met i have not lived a day wivout u wiv u. wiv u flowing  thru my veins

the process is so so wonderful... like so many things are invovled...

my brain- my nerves- my fingers- U- bk to my brain and the process starts again.

i dont give a dam! if i chatted shit in this post. but TWITTER. O TWITTER. is there a day i would live wivout u...

I am in the student center because of u twitter... no internet in my house.

facebook = wack,  hi5= crap, all of them worthless... o twitter dont you ever leave me... sniff sniff..

twitter u are my bestfriend. i can tell you anything, ur such a good listener ...

sniff am crying right now... twitter... i love you... hope u love me too... sniff... sniff... buy blogsville... going to tweet

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FIGHTS.

hello people... my last post was half fiction o... same as this one... so pls, ejo, biko, please dont call me and ask if anything is wrong with me ... lol i am fine...

we happy...

we smile...

we play...

we talk...

we do everything together...

then we fight...

we not happy

we dont smile...

we dont play...

we dont talk...

you become irritating...

we make-up

i smile...

u smile...

we laugh...

fun starts...

talk bout fight...

then we fight again...

i dislike you...

u go into your corner...

i smile, but with anger...

i feel like i hate u...

i dont care bout u again...

u come...

i look at you...

cant hold d smile back...

we smile...

we cuddle...

we apologise...

things start over again from the top of this post...

but now... we fight...

and i dont see myself going back to apologise...

or beg...

or make-up

or anything...

u make me unhappy...

i dont give 2 cowdungs bout u...

cos right now u just sum random bicycle story...

dey say fights are supposed to make relationships stronger... but na... i dont think so... some relationships are just destined for destruction...

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REJECTION

I know no one wants to be rejected. but it happens.

even times when you try your best not to be rejected.

rejection really cant be taken in a good way no matter how u try to code it.

and there are different levels ov rejection. but out of all the rejection that me ive gone thru was when i indeed rejected other people for someone but got rejected by the person . e pain me no be small but trust. i no cry... all i said was... ITZ COOL...

now the main question is...

what to do after being rejected?

• cry and cry?
• Stay sad for a long time?
• feel sad then move on?
• or stick to the person till d lady/fella changes her/his mind from pity

Honestly I know not what the best response is... before i know I would have said move on one time. but i have gotten rejected once, twice... even more ...

but the most important thing is things happen for their own particular reasons...

ehm ppl tell me what u did after u know... or if uve never ever been rejected... or what u feel should be done after this.

rejection... not sexy KOMMYTILLA HAS SPOKEN

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The Friend Factor.

It is clear that the feminine mind is very complex and guys just dont understand girls... but sure... girls dont understand themselves... so they complicate thing meaning their mind isnt really complex... but confused... (I am sorry but this post is ehm... product of anger)

alright the opening line has little or nothing to do wiv my topic... but this post... ive got little or nothing to say am waiting for your comments.

why cant people just do the right thing... why do they have to ask friends about things(emotional) why not just act based on what u feel and if u still have problems... talk it out with the patner in the relationship...

The friend factor effective or not...

Kommytilla is not happy

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