Ones

the old "ones" pass...

the new "ones" come...

new "ones" become old...

the old "ones" become the one...

even when there is a new "ones"...

the thought of having more than one "ones" comes...

but a choice has to be made because no matter how the "english" can be said or how the truth can be manipulated to make sense,  more than one, "ones" isnt one any more...

but i stay true to the one...

just me n my one...

we equal one...

KOMMYTILA HAS SPOKEN.

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Fatima, Fatima, Fatima

I wanted somebody to want me.
I needed somebody to need me.
I wanted somebody to crave me.

Now all my prayers have been answered with a great clause.

Now that I have found someone to call my own, I am faced with trials that may test fate and faith.

Now there is a hurdle in front of me.


How do I jump OR leap over it?



How do I explain to one I believe to be my missing rib that the different religions we both belong to hinder our progress?

HENCE

Will I prevail?

?Which one of us will have to make a huge decision that may affect our eternity

Will I still have someone who wants me?

?Will changing religions make the individual that changes incomplete for the rest of the individuals life

Will I still have someone who craves me?

MY FAIR LADY LETS LIVE IN THE NOW, THE TODAY AND LET TOMORROW HANDLE ITSELF?

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short...

and so

we fly with the fish...

we sing with the frogs...

we swim with the ants...

we do weird things... 

we are happy...

you happy... 

I am happy...

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HEARTBREAK.

Yes true.

we always think we like/love/feel the other person in the relationship.

we always feel like it will never end or should i say hope nothing wrong will happen

we put in the best/our very best into our relationship.

we try u know, we really do try.

but... HEARTBREAK ... gbosa. just like that

well most ov us have been heart-broken. some more than others.

is it that we dont try enough to make our relationships work. or is the other person just. ah!!!!!!

there is no point to this post but i am wondering why we break hearts and why we allow our hearts get broken. when we know that at one point ov d relationship it will end... abi. its not as if we marrying the person...

but if we allow ourselves to think like the above paragraph. then relationships wont be ... iono how to explain... wont be DEN DEN DEN DEN...

so I ask what can we do in other to stop heartbreak...

is it really possible.

cuz i feel one person just has to be heart broken...

2 B IN A RELATIONSHIP OR NOT... DECISION SHUD BE-"TO BE HEART-BROKEN OR TO BREAK SUM1S HEART.

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Silence...so so loud...

It's peculiar how I can appear strong on the outside, seemingly content, yet inside I'm soft and melancholic.

I try to distract myself with other aspects of my life - the women I'm seeing, the money I'm earning. But if I'm honest, everything I do, I do because of you.

I attempt to stop thinking about you, but it's futile.

The tragic part is that I know where I should be... but at this moment, I'm at a loss for words. I'm utterly confused.

I haven't seen you in a while, but our recent encounter has sparked a flurry of emotions, igniting red, white, and blue wires in my mind and heart.

I have not seen you in a while but seeing you again just triggered some red, white and blue wires in my head and heart.

I once told myself, "Move on, man," but I simply can't... or wait, did I? It doesn't matter now.

The most heartbreaking part is that I want you, but I'm simultaneously terrified of rejection and the potential embarrassment that could follow.

And all these thoughts are bouncing around inside me...

The thoughts are deafening... screaming (if such a word exists)... as if they're amplified by microphones and speakers...

One day, I'll find a way to express my feelings. And if you don't reciprocate my love, someone else will.

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KOMMYTILA.

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DO YOU STILL THINK ABOUT ME

Now that we are over I have a couple of questions for you...

Do {

        you think bout the good times we had?
        you remember when you told me you loved me?
        you still wear the clothes, jewelry I bought for you?
        you remember our little fights?
        you remember how i always came back to say sorry?
        you remember anything good about me?

       }

WAIT... WAIT... WAIT... WAIT... WAIT... WAIT...

I GAVE YOU MY HEART, Seems like I just was not good enough

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GUYS SUCK...

K SO WATS POPPING MY PPL. U MIGHT HAVE NOT NOTICED BUT IVE PAST MY 50 POSTS MARK... HAPPY TO SAY I DID IT IN A REALLY SHORT TIME STARTED BLOGGING IN JUNE AND IN NOVERMBER 50 POST ALREADY...


ANYWAYS... THE D MAIN D MAIN. GUYS SUCK...

seriously that is old news i rili am tired of hearing this gist... there are plenty solutions to this situation...

the first one is very very simple... "why fall in luff wiv bad bois in the first place when there are so many gud bois out there... who are just shy n scared of being rejected by you. the probably would treat u better than the low lives that u claim to like, the ones that "break you heart" but no its the happening guys youll be running for. hiss #abegfreethatissue

the second one... know who u are falling in luff wiv first... dont rush into anything examine the dude properly dont just open leg because u think it ll help in making him like u... most times it doesnt... chill small talk to the fella before jumping only if u want to be burnt if thats the case #abegdecompose hiss...

the third one... if d guy wants to play u too play and dont get emotionally attached i know u may say its not possible it is... very very... make sure u have things dat disgust u about the person in ur mind when u think ur getting there.. and before u get there end it sharp sharp if errthing about the dude invites u and u know he is a bad sumbody. jump off the bridge asap dont start anything...

the fourth option... be a lessy... finish. leave bois alone... finito...

please stop saying guys suck its annoying cuz me 2 I am a guy and i know i dont suck... if boys suck then girls are dumb... finito.

KOMMYTILA HAS SPOKEN... I DONT CARE IF I SHELLED ENGLISH ISNT MY PORTION ITS TORTURE AS AM WRITING IT SEF...

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I LUST AFTER YOU,WILL YOU KICK IT WIV ME THO!

K so kommytila travelled this weekend for a (family friends) graduation u feel me... like a 7hr journey... ROAD TRIP... BUYAKASHA.. BRAP BRAP BRAP KPO KPO KPISHUN KPISHUN GBOSA! yh so I had minor fun as ottawa was boring this weekend but am heading back on wednesday got a visa interview y'all wish me luck.

anyways on my way to ottawa while driving i was thinking... most of d ppl i have dated/been with i never really loved them like that it was more of a sensual sturvinz
(yoruba accent) u feel me... some lust sturvz

anyways so to the main d main of this post...

its really just a question to girls. would yall prefer us telling u d truth, u know tell we seriously and deeply in lo- sorry LUST wiv u... we are crazily attracted to u and thats it.  not sure i passed the question out right but pls ppl get at me...

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I AM 19

okay also in this ottawa trip...

I hate it wen i am been remindig of my age iin a bad way... say during dinner a botle of wine is on the table so i can drink n eat right and then a random someone makes a side comot like "arent the people on "my" table underage"  you get what i mean right.

i know I am a young dude. i tell err1 when i meet them... its not a bigger I am  just 19.

plus i may be just 19. but am sure i have done things in this life most people older havent done or tried doing... this post well was written wiv anger. i really wish u ppl can feel how hard am tapping my keys..

me being just 19 dont mean errthing bout me is just 19. i mean i am not 19 downstairs i can assure you of that. my brain aint 19 eida.  i ve got plans for days. i mean I am kommy konfirmed obasa... but anyways still

P.S.  to the older girls dont try n front if u want to get it... get at me on twitter(konfirmed) facebook(kommy konfirmed obasa) email kanmi@konfirmed.com

Kommytila... signs out. plus sorry forgot to tell y'all I just added a new thing to d konfirmed website. y;all  should check it out if u have any questions or suggestions pictures anything u think can be put there lemme know.

kommytila is a young man with a bright future better get at him now... hiss

for my twitterians #imagine say i dey share $100 for everyone who leaves a comment... lol #WhereDeyDoDatat?

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My Addiction

k i never knew i was addicted to u.

I knew i couldnt do without u the day i left the shower still dripping wet just to be wiv you for just 7secs

i never new you ll feel so so good.

u know everything about me...

i am with you and you are wiv me always.

we cant be without each anoda

with you there is never a dulling time...

Since we met i have not lived a day wivout u wiv u. wiv u flowing  thru my veins

the process is so so wonderful... like so many things are invovled...

my brain- my nerves- my fingers- U- bk to my brain and the process starts again.

i dont give a dam! if i chatted shit in this post. but TWITTER. O TWITTER. is there a day i would live wivout u...

I am in the student center because of u twitter... no internet in my house.

facebook = wack,  hi5= crap, all of them worthless... o twitter dont you ever leave me... sniff sniff..

twitter u are my bestfriend. i can tell you anything, ur such a good listener ...

sniff am crying right now... twitter... i love you... hope u love me too... sniff... sniff... buy blogsville... going to tweet

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back then...

KOMMYTILA...

And so emotions from a long lost love pop up from no where.

I try to keep off, u know like ehm... keep a distance thats what my head;s telling me...

but the truth is I cant keep letting my head think for me, my heart is dying... dying real slow... (slow like slovania) lol...

I rem the days before our first kiss... when we only used to cuddle on your bed, i tried to keep to myself u

know do dem good boy things, nice guy sturvz.. like leave pace between u n me on the bed,

so ul know I wasn't in it for sex...


u n i, well we lasted for a couple of months, those months, i can never forget, the good times... and the

not-so-good times..


our thing was deep tho... we spoke bout a few things, i told u basically errthing bout me... i assumed ul

know me inside out ...

but...  DEN DEN DEN DEN... lol

i find it a bit strange when you said u didnt know who i am... like i was heart-broken... like ur suppose 2 b d only one on earth that knows errthing bout me...

well all I can say now is... I will always be here if you need me...

LOVE DOES HURT... esp when u dont know what the other person thinks or feels...

KOMMYTILA... GRRR
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eh hello people... how u doing...

wats happening... ehm lol kommytila is single ehm... feel free 2 add me on facebook name is KOMMY KONFIRMED OBASA...

and on twitter lol... name kommytila...

if u want email addy... lemme know..
grr baby grrr...

shout out to
my daddy
my mommy
my sisters
my uncles
aunts
nephews
nieces
...all my exs...
house-maids... grrr
the ppl that stole my shirts and boxers in boarding house... lol i know a few ov u...
2 dem seniors that purnished me...

so am kommytila the joker is back as well emotional dude has halfly gone.. if that english exists...
so next post shud be fun a lil bit.

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PEOPLE WE TEND TO LIKE

WHY DO WE GO FOR SOCIAL EVENTS?

WHY WHY WaHY.?

WHY DO WE LIKE THE PPL WE LIKE

WHY. I SED WHY?

K i feel before u can like sum1...truly truly. u have to have met the person, chill wiv em, bla bla bla

and all those ppl dat say physical dont matter. dats cow dung

because the physical attraction is what determines the desire to want to see the person again.kai am feeling my english

DO OPPOSITE REALLY ATTRACT?

I sincerely believe that its the similarities that keep us together.

We tend to be attracted to people who are like us 

in terms of … 

– values 

– attitudes 

– beliefs 

– preferences 

– politics 

– religion 

– music 

– literature.

 k so another question eh! Why do we like people who are similar to 

us? 

well maybe its cuz they’ll like us ,share our beliefs u know same attitudes, etc. ,We feel understood ,More fun .

well thiis is what i feel tho. KOMMYTILA HAS SPOKEN.

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