Monday, December 21, 2009

the world in the eyes of the clown

MIXTURE OF FICTION N REALITY


I like the way people see me... "the happy person" "the dude that really doesnt have to work for anything"

but if you smell the odour oozing from my smelly shoes, you will not want your enemies foot inside them.

I always call myself "the clown" because most of the time I wear a mask. So people do not  get to see the emptiness in my eyes.

Clowns have painted faces, dress in funny ways. have a smile on their face 25hrs of the day, they crack jokes, make silly faces, do tricks, just to make everyone smile, they do not do it because they want to they do it so they can get paid, if they had the choice they probably would not be clowns. I mean who takes a clown seriously, they get kicked and spat at by most of us...



 Well reality hits as the paint falls off.

no matter how hard I try to make people happy they never get it, they spit on me and kick me.


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15 comments:

  1. I LOVEE THIS!!
    SHOWS THAT THERE IS A SERIOUS SIDE TO U!
    don't worry I won't call u 2 ask if ur ok lol
    <3

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  3. Nice concept. Clowns also cry. How are your holidays shaping up? Merry Christmas dear.

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  4. i can relate to this. most people wont believe i'm the person on my blog. i'm funny/crazy/goofy character in person. it's like my blog is a different side.

    p.s. your parents were probably trying to give u the most comfortable life at the time..not realising their presence is all you wanted.

    Merry Christmas
    x's

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  5. i hope you are able to move past it...be starong
    merry christmas and happy new year!

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  6. this blogs hard mehn, plus i can relate with this. Nice one b..

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  7. This is a side of u hidden in plain sight.
    Our past are contours to our tomorrow.
    Life is real!

    get it

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  8. Awwww my sweetheart, come for a hug. But you know i love you ehn??? This is a side of you i've never seen before o..but its necessary from time to time. How are you, enjoy ur hols o.

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  9. i jus have to love yhu init...hmm

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  10. awwwww u made me shed a tear...

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